I’m spiralling again:
an anxious emptiness,
a long bitter refrain,
that repeats over
and over
and over
and over
and over
in my angry, lonely brain.
Old friend,
you’ve never let me go,
though you always
let me down/
bring me down:
the crown upon my brow
that weighs so heavily
on my doubts.
I’ve accepted you
and held you tight;
a reliable lover
who’s always wrong
and always right.
I wallow with you each time
until I’m bereft and maimed,
every day
and every night
until I let you go again.
Until you return to me
now and then,
Old friend.
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So beautifully touching as always.
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Thank you, Tatjana; always appreciated 🙂
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“Always wrong and always right” – so true.
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Thanks Tara. Some old friends like to linger… 🙂
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And Stephen looks up moodily from the dusty nightclub piano.
Cool, man. Cool.
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Thanks, Chelsea! I’m searching for a dusty piano, next… 🙂
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I could help you there.
*adds ‘Dust Piano’ to Saturday jobs
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