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Tag: Depression

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Feast. A poem.

February 1, 2018January 29, 2018 Laidback DM

Why do we hurt each other so? Why do we tear at our bones like brutal, savage, starving DOGS (begging and braying for blood) until all the meat and gristle is torn away and our ivory husks GLISTEN with the … Continue reading Feast. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

Whirlpool. A poem.

January 30, 2018January 30, 2018 Laidback DM

My head is spinning, lost in your days/daze. Your whirlpool pulls me down. I clamber for extant purchase, a drowning man on your razor edge, gormlessly clutching at eidetic straws as water chokes my lungs. Your centrifugal force, it wears … Continue reading Whirlpool. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing5 Comments

Icarus. A poem.

January 27, 2018January 27, 2018 Laidback DM

My love is Icarus, screaming on molten wings, searing clouds with body heat; an elevator ride straight down to my beckoning crypt. The ground is a winsome friend, cajoling me as I approach. The flames are streamers as I hit … Continue reading Icarus. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing9 Comments

Longing. A poem.

January 24, 2018January 22, 2018 Laidback DM

The loving and the longing soaked into heart and soul. Sponges wrung at a moment’s notice, all captured in a bucket and mopped across the entirety of my empty little world. Here loving words are written on lonely pages in … Continue reading Longing. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing23 Comments

Cut. A poem.

January 22, 2018January 18, 2018 Laidback DM

When the bone wails in time to my beating, breaking heart, and the blood curdles along with my myopic tears. I will reach for thee and mark my emboldened flesh in your honour. I will scour my skin indelicately so … Continue reading Cut. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

Judgement. A poem.

January 20, 2018January 21, 2018 Laidback DM

No longer angry, now the sum of abject humiliation and shame. I stand before you in mute testimony; judgement rests upon me, a crow upon a broken scarecrow. All I can do is drink in this desolate ambiance, and lower … Continue reading Judgement. A poem.

Love, Poetry, Writing13 Comments

The Rain and the Heart. A poem.

January 18, 2018January 16, 2018 Laidback DM

Rain swaddles the land in an embrace of dewy tears. Thunder racks like winded sobs from the chest of the earth, punctuated by lightning strands sewing clouds together. Here in my womb, I lie and listen. My tears fall in … Continue reading The Rain and the Heart. A poem.

Dating, Mental Health, Writing18 Comments

Waiting, wanting, waning.

January 17, 2018January 16, 2018 Laidback DM

I’m waiting at the Legal Aid office to get some advice about my upcoming property settlement. Needless to say it’s a dull experience, punctuated by the typing on my iPhone, the shuffle of papers, the muffled choke of a straining … Continue reading Waiting, wanting, waning.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing9 Comments

In Between. A poem.

January 14, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

Would that I could rend this universe asunder to bring you that much closer to me. So near our timid outstretched fingertips could touch, so near we could taste each other’s stuttering exhaled breath and our carbon dioxide could mingle … Continue reading In Between. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing7 Comments

Alive. A poem.

January 13, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

I am ALIVE. I see all that is and was, every incongruous and congruous method and selection, tied and untied from destiny’s disaffected strings. I am ALIVE. I have dwelled in the shadow of death’s supple embrace, where carbon monoxide … Continue reading Alive. A poem.

Dating, humour, Love, Writing20 Comments

Guide to the Unrequited Love Affair

January 12, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

Unrequited Love. That thing you have when you don’t have a thing—Clayton’s love (okay, only oldies may get that joke). Here’s a short guide on how to do it: Fall in love with a person who is far too good … Continue reading Guide to the Unrequited Love Affair

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Love/Hate. A poem.

January 11, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

LOVE The reason why I do everything I do The reason why everything I touch is ruined The reason why I’m always left the fool The reason why I always come back to you The reason why I’m always left … Continue reading Love/Hate. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

Rancid. A poem.

January 9, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

All my rancid surprise, broken and doubtful, flayed thoughts drifting behind sullen and tired eyes. So many unspoken wishes given lonesome flight from these effluent cliffs of anger and despair; all the improbable, impossible angst, the seething pain that my … Continue reading Rancid. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Writing6 Comments

Trapped. A poem.

January 7, 2018March 22, 2018 Laidback DM

You’ve trapped me again, your maze of hedges and hidden paths has me wandering, lost and praying, searching for myself and scrying for deliverance. My head wants out, each brittle burst of logic and sedentary reason tracing a path to … Continue reading Trapped. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

Down again. A poem.

January 4, 2018January 15, 2018 Laidback DM

Down, again, and the anxious riptide in my brain wills and drags me to sullen depths, where the ocean bed is pock marked with tears and fears and ample insomniac nights. Down, again, and every fading couple in the street … Continue reading Down again. A poem.

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