When the bone wails
in time to my beating, breaking heart,
and the blood curdles
along with my myopic tears.
I will reach for thee
and mark my emboldened flesh
in your honour.
I will scour my skin indelicately
so that I might feel again,
so that I might wallow in my
weariness and paint the sink
the bold colour of my distress.
Every scar will scream my story
behind a thin, linen veil
and come out to play
whenever I need your full
and desperate attention.
This is my needlepoint fairy tale,
umbilically wending its way along
my forearm and inner thigh.
Onwards, the fabulist spins
my yarn of truth and rage
and misbegotten sights and sighs.
This is my gift to you from me.
This silken cut that slices deep
and constantly reminds me
of your joyous regret.
My first book of poetry, The All or the Nothing, is available now as an e-book from most online distributors. To find out more, click here.
Very well written. I definitely identify with this…. sad story. I hope there’s better days ahead. Stay positive
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Thanks, Joseph. This one was not about me, but written for a dear friend who lost themselves for a long time. Stay strong π
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Very nice. Glad that friend has a good friend that cares ! Continue to be there.
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Always π
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Well, you always make me cry. Loving the book cover! Congratulations!
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Thanks, Tatjana! Always much appreciated! Glad I could make you cry. Ummm, okay, phrased that badly–glad you connected emotionally with the poem π
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I have 20 cuts all together but now their is 24 because i did 4 more cuts when i went left to go some place for help for a week and i used a nail out of their window their but their going away i was sad but i am going some other place for a long term i might leave next week or the other week after next week to get more help but i am a little better but i still need help
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Iβm so sorry you feel you need to cut, Courtney. I hope everything works out and you can get to a place mentally where you no longer need to cut yourself. Stay strong π
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I am still staying strong but I posted my new post i wrote while i was in riverndall so yeah i was their for a week and 4 days counting today but right now i am home right now
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it says If I Go
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How are you today
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Better than usual! Visiting with my son π
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You’re son? You married?
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Divorced. Normally see my son every weekend but put my car in for a service and I was in the area he lived so I dropped in π
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Oh sorry to hear that but awe that was sweet of you lol your a wonderful dad
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Thanks! π
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You’re welcome π
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Oh okay have fun
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Thanks! π
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Your welcome
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Love the wording u use Im a cutter had ythe vampire bite tatted to remind me note to do it nd ur friend is very lucky to have a person that cares
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Thanks so much, blackrose π
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Welcome
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