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Tag: Anxiety

Dating, Love, Mental Health, Writing2 Comments

Paper Hearts. A poem.

June 20, 2018June 15, 2018 Laidback DM

My heart was torn, tiny pieces shredded like origami shapes fluttering on the wind. Just like every paper person in my overcrowded mind, an overcrowded sea of paper people, with shredded paper hearts, like origami shapes fluttering on the wind. … Continue reading Paper Hearts. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Backstab. A poem.

June 19, 2018June 19, 2018 Laidback DM

You are the prowling shark loitering in choppy waters waiting on a hint of blood to fuel your hungry needs. You sniff and search for snippets to exploit, building trust with deception to cover your misdeeds. You are a betrayer … Continue reading Backstab. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Arrival. A poem.

June 18, 2018 Laidback DM

I waited and waited and hoped and you arrived. Without acclaim, without excess, but not without baggage of your own. Seared with silent wounds in mirrored grace and Savoir-Faire. And all the waiting and the hope, all the self-hate and … Continue reading Arrival. A poem.

haiku, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Haiku Friday. Catharsis – a lone haiku.

June 15, 2018June 11, 2018 Laidback DM

Catharsis Walk these fields of grace. Let bitterness be released. Your catharsis, now. Haiku is a Japanese poetic form with a strict 5/7/5 syllable structure. Doh! I just mansplained it. Cheers Steve 🙂 Continue reading Haiku Friday. Catharsis – a lone haiku.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

My Self-hate. A poem.

June 14, 2018June 13, 2018 Laidback DM

My self-hate: just enough to immolate my lowly self. My self-hate: the razor that can’t wait to open me. My self-hate: the only thing that takes me breaks me sends me hurtling headlong to my grave. The All or the … Continue reading My Self-hate. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

Sand Head. A poem.

June 13, 2018June 10, 2018 Laidback DM

I wanted to put my head deep down in the dust, but it was too hard to breathe amongst my crowded thoughts. I guess the best laid head was like the worst laid plan: too many consequences, like infinite grains … Continue reading Sand Head. A poem.

Christianity, Mental Health, Poetry, WritingLeave a comment

Anew. A poem.

June 10, 2018 Laidback DM

All my dreams returned to dust whence they sprang, embittered and tweeted into the ionosphere. I am guilty of a life lived lost, of times counted down but launched anew, in an empyrean embrace. The All or the Nothing is … Continue reading Anew. A poem.

haiku, Love, Mental Health, Poetry, WritingLeave a comment

Haiku Friday. A lone haiku.

June 8, 2018 Laidback DM

Embalmed. A Haiku. I’m embalmed by life. I will lie in state for you to consume your fill. Haiku is a Japanese poetic form with a strict 5/7/5 syllable structure. Okay, okay, I know you know that already! Cheers Steve … Continue reading Haiku Friday. A lone haiku.

Mental Health, Poetry, WritingLeave a comment

Sad Life. A poem.

June 7, 2018 Laidback DM

Is this nothing more than a sad life? Materialistic imposition and perspicacious exposition all meaning nothing more than a sad life? Take this sad life, open the cage perennially and set it forever and eternally free. The All or the … Continue reading Sad Life. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

New Face. A poem.

June 6, 2018 Laidback DM

I am the ripple that turns the tide, the plaintive cry that shakes the world, the angry soul that brings the pain, the lonely man, slowly gone insane. Every time I turn around I see my new face and it … Continue reading New Face. A poem.

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Every Blue Thought. A poem.

June 5, 2018June 2, 2018 Laidback DM

I prefer black but I wear a lot of blues and this ever-lasting weariness goes from my head down to my shoes. EVERY aching, grinding, groaning, spattering, spluttering, shadowing, beseeching, bemoaning, bewildering, disturbing, destabilising, escalating, ego-destroying, undermining, undulating, failing, falling … Continue reading Every Blue Thought. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Signal Fire. A poem.

June 4, 2018May 31, 2018 Laidback DM

This indolence tosses me like autumn leaves, mere whispers in the breeze. Corkscrewing ever round, intoxicated by thoughts that reminisce amongst far flung ports-of-call. These empty seas would remit me unto an isle, stark, sun-bleached and worn, smoothed by time … Continue reading Signal Fire. A poem.

Books, Poetry, Writing1 Comment

Save the Poet!

June 2, 2018June 2, 2018 Laidback DM

via Save the Poet! The All or the Nothing is my ebook of poetry. Click on the link above to find where you can download it. For poetry lovers and endangered poets everywhere! Cheers Steve 🙂 Continue reading Save the Poet!

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

F$&@UP. A poem.

May 31, 2018May 31, 2018 Laidback DM

I                        Wonder What MY LIFE                        Would Have Been Like                If I … Continue reading F$&@UP. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing7 Comments

New World. A poem.

May 29, 2018 Laidback DM

All in an idea that surpasses every living, livid, longing, licentious breath that screams in ecstasy from the darkening depths of a soul long since condemned to a purgatory of your own making. If only you had read the signs. … Continue reading New World. A poem.

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