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Haiku Friday. Talk – a lone haiku.

July 13, 2018July 13, 2018 Laidback DM

Talk Talk like you want to: let your velvet expletives fly free like the breeze. Haiku is a Japanese poetic form with a strict 5/7/5 syllable and line structure. Cheers Steve 🙂 I write a lot of poetry, some of … Continue reading Haiku Friday. Talk – a lone haiku.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing6 Comments

Square Peg. A poem.

July 11, 2018July 13, 2018 Laidback DM

I was always a square peg, out-of-place in round holes with all the rounded souls. An outsider striving to make his way inside, always locked out in the cold. A perpetual stranger, dwelling amongst strangers and stranger things, I’d wager. … Continue reading Square Peg. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

After the Cataclysm. A poem.

July 9, 2018July 5, 2018 Laidback DM

The cataclysm, the implosion, the thing that left me frozen. Eking out existence like a hermit crying “why?”, wandering through a wasteland, a prisoner doing time. The aftermath, a dawn, rebirth, the world that to me opened. A brand new … Continue reading After the Cataclysm. A poem.

Mental Health, Writing11 Comments

The road gone…but not forgotten.

June 30, 2018June 26, 2018 Laidback DM

It’s been a few years since I disappeared in a puddle of self-limiting self-destruction. It seems my years of wallowing and despondency are coming to a close. That’s not to say my depression has gone away. My favourite black dog … Continue reading The road gone…but not forgotten.

haiku, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Haiku Friday. Shadow – a lone haiku.

June 29, 2018June 21, 2018 Laidback DM

Shadow The lone flower in the field is shaded by the shadow of your doubt. Haiku is a Japanese poetic form with a strict 5/7/5 syllable and line structure. Cheers Steve 🙂 The All or the Nothing is my first … Continue reading Haiku Friday. Shadow – a lone haiku.

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Vault of Years. A poem.

June 27, 2018July 9, 2018 Laidback DM

I crawl the vault of years, hunched and broken, bereft and decaying. Unforgiven and unforgiving, trapped in webs of deceit, waylaid in poisonous shrouds. Are you here to free me? Or join the gallery? Come crawl this vault of years … Continue reading Vault of Years. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Far. A poem.

June 26, 2018June 21, 2018 Laidback DM

I climbed the path on the mountain of no return, and viewed the valley, so treacherously far below. From here everything seemed so far away, so inconsequential and purposeless. And there I would sit, through rain and snow, living an … Continue reading Far. A poem.

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Zeitgeist. A poem.

June 23, 2018June 25, 2018 Laidback DM

Zeitgeist                    all             around        me. It’s          willing              and            … Continue reading Zeitgeist. A poem.

Dating, Love, Mental Health, Writing2 Comments

Paper Hearts. A poem.

June 20, 2018June 15, 2018 Laidback DM

My heart was torn, tiny pieces shredded like origami shapes fluttering on the wind. Just like every paper person in my overcrowded mind, an overcrowded sea of paper people, with shredded paper hearts, like origami shapes fluttering on the wind. … Continue reading Paper Hearts. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Backstab. A poem.

June 19, 2018June 19, 2018 Laidback DM

You are the prowling shark loitering in choppy waters waiting on a hint of blood to fuel your hungry needs. You sniff and search for snippets to exploit, building trust with deception to cover your misdeeds. You are a betrayer … Continue reading Backstab. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Arrival. A poem.

June 18, 2018 Laidback DM

I waited and waited and hoped and you arrived. Without acclaim, without excess, but not without baggage of your own. Seared with silent wounds in mirrored grace and Savoir-Faire. And all the waiting and the hope, all the self-hate and … Continue reading Arrival. A poem.

Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Laze. A poem.

June 16, 2018June 15, 2018 Laidback DM

Blessed indolence, you play me for the fool like a round of hold-em, until the time arises when work calls sanctimoniously and I rise to the occasion. The All or the Nothing is my first e-book of poetry, available at … Continue reading Laze. A poem.

haiku, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Haiku Friday. Catharsis – a lone haiku.

June 15, 2018June 11, 2018 Laidback DM

Catharsis Walk these fields of grace. Let bitterness be released. Your catharsis, now. Haiku is a Japanese poetic form with a strict 5/7/5 syllable structure. Doh! I just mansplained it. Cheers Steve 🙂 Continue reading Haiku Friday. Catharsis – a lone haiku.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

My Self-hate. A poem.

June 14, 2018June 13, 2018 Laidback DM

My self-hate: just enough to immolate my lowly self. My self-hate: the razor that can’t wait to open me. My self-hate: the only thing that takes me breaks me sends me hurtling headlong to my grave. The All or the … Continue reading My Self-hate. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

Sand Head. A poem.

June 13, 2018June 10, 2018 Laidback DM

I wanted to put my head deep down in the dust, but it was too hard to breathe amongst my crowded thoughts. I guess the best laid head was like the worst laid plan: too many consequences, like infinite grains … Continue reading Sand Head. A poem.

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