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Ghostly. A poem.

April 15, 2018 Laidback DM

Am I a ghost to you, incorporeal as mist, drifting on the fulsome breeze, far beyond your view? What would it take to anneal this brume, a somatic conversion to make me real? Your fugue is my grave; Here I … Continue reading Ghostly. A poem.

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Stuffing. A poem.

April 14, 2018 Laidback DM

The stuff of yearning dreams and wanton, empty years, stuffed to the seams, stuffed with regret. How much more stuffing could this vagrant heart beget, stuffed full to bursting, stuffed with loneliness. If you liked that, then you’ll love the … Continue reading Stuffing. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing6 Comments

The Timely Fool. A poem.

April 9, 2018 Laidback DM

Long years of suffering, so tinged with hope and fear. I have watched you from afar, but outstayed my welcome, here. Now, your door has shut so tight and my path to you is blocked. Now, I’m back to wandering, … Continue reading The Timely Fool. A poem.

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Lottery. A poem.

April 7, 2018April 3, 2018 Laidback DM

These dubious numbers will not fall in line for me. Indeed, more’s the fool; those digits that summon up every heavenly aspect of you. A token parody of a prodigious, passionate girl. Just numbers spinning in my head and heart, … Continue reading Lottery. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Kill. A poem.

April 4, 2018April 2, 2018 Laidback DM

Why don’t you kill me? Release me from this misery? This womb that clings and grinds me down to tombstone dust and empty dreams, restrains me tight in chains of languid and bitter thoughts. Oh, but for a little death, … Continue reading Kill. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing4 Comments

Perspective. A poem.

March 31, 2018April 1, 2018 Laidback DM

I face my window Pale droplets obscure The external world In my tiny womb I turn To face another day If you liked that, then you’ll love the poems in my first book The All or the Nothing! And at … Continue reading Perspective. A poem.

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Happy Endings. A poem.

March 29, 2018 Laidback DM

Is there any such thing as a happy ending? Maybe only in books and history told by the winner, but not for me and you, we lonely sinners. I find I no longer believe in fairy tales or story book … Continue reading Happy Endings. A poem.

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The Truth. A poem.

March 28, 2018March 24, 2018 Laidback DM

What would I do if you belonged to another? No hanging tree exists that could free my heart from your beloved tether. Would I drown myself in the incumbent surf, or throw myself from the weary heights, dash all my … Continue reading The Truth. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing5 Comments

Bleach. A poem.

March 23, 2018March 19, 2018 Laidback DM

Acid wash away my pain release me from this blinkered Bleach burns me clean and pure tear shreds off my heart and break me Down Until time bleeds on my just Reward And bleaches this world just like The All … Continue reading Bleach. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing3 Comments

The End of the Affair. A poem.

March 22, 2018March 16, 2018 Laidback DM

At the end of the affair, when all is lost, was won, when the final note is written when all has come undone. The longing and the passion converted now to envy, the embers now black charcoal of fires that … Continue reading The End of the Affair. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing5 Comments

Hangman. A poem.

March 21, 2018 Laidback DM

I hang on your every word. Every nuance and subtlety tightens your noose and I gasp and grasp for air and the latency of truth. My limbs flail in puppet motions; I’m a paper doll with button joints, anointed in … Continue reading Hangman. A poem.

haiku, Poetry, Writing6 Comments

Haiku Friday. ‘Caught, Caged and Sentenced’. A haiku trilogy.

March 16, 2018March 7, 2018 Laidback DM

Caught, Caged and Sentenced. A haiku trilogy. Caught You have trapped me here. I once wandered, so lonely, until your net fell. Caged I am in your cage, your pristine cell; I’m locked in, pacing back and forth. Sentenced Will … Continue reading Haiku Friday. ‘Caught, Caged and Sentenced’. A haiku trilogy.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

The Madness of You. A poem.

March 14, 2018 Laidback DM

My futile and unavailing words cannot express the anguished, quixotic, melancholic, mad salience and utterly unquenchable need to hold you and love you as no one ever could or would or should. But here I am, alone. Thinking of nothing … Continue reading The Madness of You. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing3 Comments

This Oil. A poem.

March 13, 2018March 12, 2018 Laidback DM

This oil, viscous and thick, holding me fast in the tar pit of my black heart and head, since the very start. Wish I could shed this black dog That follows me everywhere. Perhaps soon, anon, I’ll lose my empty … Continue reading This Oil. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing8 Comments

Subtract. A poem.

March 12, 2018March 3, 2018 Laidback DM

This room is overcrowded, ingurgitated hell. But just you and me, if you subtract everyone else. This room is clamorous, cacophonous hell. But you could hear me (so very clearly), if you subtract everyone else. This room is overheated, agitated … Continue reading Subtract. A poem.

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