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Tag: Anxiety

Dating, Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing3 Comments

The Search. A poem.

April 20, 2019April 8, 2019 Laidback DM

I have yet to find The erstwhile substance, The peace of mind, Free from nomenclature And chilled regrets. The ice upon my lake, Covered in spider filigree And waiting to consume Me with every overly Anxious step. My navigation clears, … Continue reading The Search. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Leash. A poem.

April 18, 2019April 6, 2019 Laidback DM

A vague and secondary feeling Unkempt and untrusting Creeping through my head Like an uninvited stranger And yet so familiar Just as I’m feeling good about myself and my world The black dog bites me A subtle reminder Of his … Continue reading Leash. A poem.

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Bad Memories. A poem.

April 16, 2019 Laidback DM

You still haunt An incorrigible spirit Infecting like a wasting disease And reducing us To a mockery of ourselves. Here you sit Having grown Complacent Upon our shoulders A ghostly monkey Upon our backs Rearing your ugly head In constant … Continue reading Bad Memories. A poem.

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Trapped. A poem.

April 11, 2019 Laidback DM

Isolated Alone Weary Waiting Life without meaning Contemptible in reproach Self flagellation And inimitable doubt Tired Empty Sad Succinct Selfish and self-absorbed Mired and wallowing The constant reprobate Entwined and enshrined Endless Pitiful Artless Vacuous Circling down the drain Longing … Continue reading Trapped. A poem.

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Cast. A poem.

April 7, 2019 Laidback DM

Line cast before the storm, Sent and received Let waters churn Offer up your burdens And your soothing grace So that the tide might carry All concerns beyond This harbour’s boundaries And out into the wide And yearning sea. For … Continue reading Cast. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing5 Comments

Invisible. A poem.

April 4, 2019 Laidback DM

Sometimes, I feel invisible, someone the crowd will never see. The collective and the individual residing here inside of me. Sometimes, I feel invisible, my words a faint reprieve. Their subtlety and subtext, misconstrued and unperceived. Sometimes, I feel invisible, … Continue reading Invisible. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing3 Comments

Recollection. A poem.

March 28, 2019March 26, 2019 Laidback DM

I have a recollection Of the man I used to be Whilst I don’t want him back There are aspects that I see Parts and pieces that I miss A heady mix, a potpourri But I’m glad he’s in the … Continue reading Recollection. A poem.

Love, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing5 Comments

Reach You. A poem.

March 26, 2019March 24, 2019 Laidback DM

I skirt the eggshell minefield, Tip-toeing between The thick and thin, Navigating longitude And withering latitude: Just so I can reach you. But every step draws veiled threats Masking vengeance In a trial of death defiant, A tightrope can-can Above … Continue reading Reach You. A poem.

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Rebirth. A poem.

March 22, 2019March 20, 2019 Laidback DM

I wondered how You were, you see Tracked you down More than easily Just a single look I knew, though hurt On, you’d moved From that cold, cold birth Which was all I wanted Both then and now To take … Continue reading Rebirth. A poem.

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Tenement. A haiku.

March 18, 2019March 16, 2019 Laidback DM

You have built yourself a tenement; a home for your sad, anxious mind. For more of my poetry, check out Poetry for the Sad, Lonely and Hopelessly Endangered and The All or the Nothing, available in print or e-book formats. … Continue reading Tenement. A haiku.

Dating, Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

A Duel. A poem.

March 16, 2019 Laidback DM

We long for a less-than-guarded conversation, as conventional as that may seem in times as conventional and guarded as these. A dual of wits and natures whereby intent is disguised and discursively dismissed as quickly and as slowly as it … Continue reading A Duel. A poem.

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Due Date. A poem.

March 14, 2019March 12, 2019 Laidback DM

The bell rings (or tolls, or so it goes) and I’m under fire again rushing into no man’s land without a weapon or a plan. A last minute dash, as if it were all she wrote (and perhaps it is … Continue reading Due Date. A poem.

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Alike. A poem.

March 8, 2019 Laidback DM

Does she sit and cry? Does she pray at night, as I? Does she feel the patina of a life less inspired? Does she mirror my repose and ask the question: why? Perhaps we are, more or less, Alike. For … Continue reading Alike. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Abstinence. A poem.

March 2, 2019March 1, 2019 Laidback DM

You abstain in the light At night, small confessions Are saltwater wreaths Around your neck Dragging you along In a relegated riptide. This abstinence Has carved a furrow And driven conversations With shadows and mosquitoes Wondering when the light will … Continue reading Abstinence. A poem.

Mental Health, Poetry, Writing2 Comments

Airport Carpark. A poem.

February 26, 2019February 26, 2019 Laidback DM

There are far better places to while away the time, yet we continue circling like reverse-vultures. This obtuse concrete garden (no doubt designed by Daedalus, whose Labyrinth was but a flea compared to this circus) leads us astray in every … Continue reading Airport Carpark. A poem.

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