Ask and you shall receive
Perhaps it’s meant to be
Only God can say
And His phone’s currently engaged
But I’ll keep ringing
In the hope I get through
Because the answer
Is everything
Ask and you shall receive
Perhaps it’s meant to be
Only God can say
And His phone’s currently engaged
But I’ll keep ringing
In the hope I get through
Because the answer
Is everything
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I sometimes wish that he could just dial my number and my phone will start ringing out of no where and it would be him telling me want i need to know and i wish he could call me and tell me everything’s going to be okay i wish sometimes that he could be in frout of me with his arms out wide and i’d be running with tears running down my face and tell him everything i have done and my feelings even though he knows everything but he will still let me talk and cry i do sometimes wish that i could talk to him and i can’t wait til i am old and i die so i can run to him and cry and thank him for everything and thank him for listening to my true feelings
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Hi Courtney. Sometimes you need to start the process of moving on, otherwise you’re stuck in a cycle that repeats itself, like a mouse in a wheel. Stay strong 🙂
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I know like i have moved on but once i take a other step closer from moving on it bumps me back to where i started from i have been reading the last page of my book for a long time when i am close of being done of reading the last page it sends me back to the start
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I just want to get closer to him like i was before i moved where i did i moved at age 14 since i was 4 til 13 i was a big believer but when i moved i am now drafting away from him
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